~aku coba~
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"ku tak selalu begini, terkadang hidup memilukan,
jalan yang ku lalui, untuk sekedar bercerita.
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pegang tanganku ini, dan rasakan yang ku derita
apa yang ku berikan,tak pernah jadi kehidupan"
-peterpan
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"mampu ku tatap kembali,dunia yang terbenam,
terbitku dari mimpi,
kini saksikan sayapku,agung kan kulindungi,
ini semua pasti nyata"
-peterpan
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"tertidur lagi, masih menangis dlm selah waktu,
dan tanganku ini, masih memegang erat kepalaku"
-peterpan
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"when you try ur best but you dont succeed,
when you get what you one but not what you need
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tears start streaming down your face
when you lose something you cant replace
could it be worse"
-coldplay
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i fear, im very afraid now. im afraid that i will let them down again. im afraid to cry, neither can i keep it to myself.i dont want to go thru this again, seeing people around me breakdown.i made a promise to myself not to ever cry again,but can i hold on to that promise? honestly i did tried my best, but i still failed. fail to be a good student, fail to be a daughter that makes my parent proud,even fail to hold on to my own promise. i try to remain strong but sometimes one just cant control. i dont dare to tear in front of my friend cause i dont want them to worry more. but i went all out when im at home alone. gosh-i need a hug, i really tried my best but i didnt succeed.oh god pls help me here.the only reason for me to smile now is my love one,those ppl who are always by my side guiding me through my life, thank you very much. im lucky enough to have known u beautiful creature, you are one of the reason for me to keep smiling and keep my head high.i love all of you alot=))
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"lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
i will try to fix you"
-coldplay
