~fear~
.'what are the thing that i am most afraid of and why?'
this is what was given to us for reflection during english lesson. i really put all my thoughts in it. just thinking of this question fears me alot. the thing that fear me the most is seeing my emak tearing. it will definately mean theres something not right. my emak will never cry unless something really really hurt her. she's a very strong women. knowing that theres a time where i made her cry, i was standing before her, looking at her and my tears just could not stop from pouring out and its been long time since i've cried that hard. i felt totally guilty. sorry emak for breaking your trust that faithful day. i learn that trust is really very important especially after what ive been through.
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the next thing i fear the most is when my love one is not feeling well. i fear to see my emak or ambok fall sick. i fear they will not get better. to think me and my sibling become orphan. seeing my friends ill makes me worried.i cant survive without their presence. so please do take good care of yourself and dont ever try to leave me.
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random
ive accomplished one day of fasting today
