breking down

~tertekan~
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having a heavy burden on you is one thing
not getting to do anything about it is another
ok tell me what can the chairperson do?
to do the proposal i cant really so as im a noob in it
and also most of the things are going to be send to me by ICs
and at the end of it i have to compile it all up
so now im only left with supervising and worrying~~
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gosh~
to add on to the stress one of the vice v.chair has quit
oh no and im so lost right now.can some kind soul just help me
haiz~ok to say its a good thing being the chairperson
it an advantage to shine-but if u do a slight mistake its gonna be BIG
so the stress is really rolling-its lyk im sitting for another round of Os
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emailing the sirs everyday and neglecting my frens and work
and talking bout work, i just gotten my first pay cheque
and its less than $500 gosh~~maybe its aceptable coz i only work for 10days
been sleeping late tis few days~hope no eyebag i will look lyk one ugly panda
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&& he is out for his camp for 5 days
gosh how much more things can be added on
and all this is only the beginning, my camp haven even started
so once his back soon i will be off for my camp
gosh i miss him alot now~~
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from work to red cross-the two things tt keep me busy during tis holidays
i want to scream my burden off and pls let me fly again
im now just wishing i can take a long break from reality
but wake up zalinah this is the real world~~~
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and to all my friends thanks for motivating me
and willing wanting to help me out
really appreciates u guys=))