Jalanku Lalui

2009-12-15T21:43:00.003+08:00

hey butterflies
i wont be lingering around here for a while

trying a new site now.

ryean loves you c;

2009-12-05T17:01:00.001+08:00

i miss you

;love ryean

2009-07-23T21:21:00.001+08:00

gosh wats with the blog man
i soo cant upload the 'cool' video we took in sch
omg its lyk a mini music video, with very minimum music and more erm woah voices ahhahha
ouh and its made in our very own cool studio(toilet studio tt is hehe)

2009-07-11T01:23:00.004+08:00

::health promotin board::

part of our attachment was to attend some talks

at the HPB, which was erm .....yarrr

but at least i get to see everyone again after lyk a freaking long time

reub,weet,sashe,wq,yus,ryean=)

i guess our last day as erm sch mate with mr handsome ~~

booo la ~~

witri,sashe and yusrin totally digging into reubban mouth

ahahah

sashe and me was lyk

changing in the changing rm backstage where theres no one

ahahhaha its its sooo coolieeee ahahha

wooo wooo~~

hpb was boring and its the end of our 2 wks attachment

schs resume nxtwk with a fren missing

hmm,gd luck to him thou=)))

2009-07-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

::attachment::

wooo~~
met lyk everyone again after ouh so long
and health promotion board hmm soo reminds me of primary sch
pictures lyk a hell lot taken..
ok mayb not tt much but coolie~~
update soon once ive upload heeee

&&& BOOOOOO
my dear wei quan is quitting sch!!!!
arhhhhh~~~so sad!!
and erm today i guess was lyk the last day us seeing him?
i mean he wont be attaneding sch once lesson resume
boo la~~~
no more kor-kor-tEEEh~~~raWRR~~all the kuku-ness
i swear i think ill miss him a hell load

-handsome...u boo la-

btw bestest luck in ur Os yawl
and in trying to not share megan fox ahahhahah

2009-07-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

::boo?::

honestly in sch,i havent been performing well
last min revision,crapping shit everyday
laughing every second...okay maybe not to tt extend

and gosh THE outcome~~~

BOOness~~

arghhhh, results horrible didnt ace even one subject
how loser-ly can i be?
beside the barely survive mic test -gosh gosh gosh
which i was suppose to be proving to mr rashid i can do better BUT
im ..hmm maybe even worst?no diff from a dead soul...
other than tt nsl,aap,fon all a Booo for me

pressures on me
emak,ambok wldnt be wearing a smile
kakak will be all ...wth~

take it from me ..
last minute ??
NAH ah~~

2009-07-04T22:58:00.005+08:00

::attachment::

hougang polyclinic

it was great;

fun,tiring,boring,cool and erm more

& greatest thing; we are paid just to observe..

WOOOhoOO~~~

ive seen most cases from diebates to immunisation,

dressing from stiches to bloody raw human flesh

even the ouh so "O.O"...kuku(like the real birdy)

but i havent seen pap smear and i so want to ..BOO

&& nursing totally gossip a hell lot

haha

2009-07-04T16:44:00.004+08:00

::surrender::

gosh.
i really feel lyk surrendering
but i dont want to have any regret
i dont think im doing the right thing
but yet i still want to linger
if i were to surrender will i be happy?
maybe for a moment but i know ill regret

theres alot of things tt force me to surrender
yet i still will cover it up with the better side

maybe i shouldnt know too much

gosh~
i hope ill make the right decision

2009-06-29T22:50:00.002+08:00

::attachment::

first day!!
blister
aching leg
toot face
new frens=)
all neat bun up hair
uniform~~~
another 4 more days to GO

2009-06-26T03:17:00.002+08:00

::hope?::

ive always been envious towards those who are able to dance well
ive been wanting to take up some dance course
but look at me now -still going nowhere..BOO~~
wanted to join belly dancing with kakak but boo
wanted to go aerobic for the fun of it but booo
wanted to learn some cool dance move but boo

but now this stiff girl is moving to some music with her bimbos and himbos
believe it?...NO WAY
hahahha-i just laugh my ass out wen i see her dancing

and i did

2009-06-22T00:28:00.004+08:00

::ambok's day::

fathers days just past

wooo and yeah kakak bought a cake for ambok=)

fruit cake for ambok's day

i guess kakak want to eat healthy

ironic eh healthy but cake booo

we woke ambok up from his nap

just to eat the cake ahaha

and his face turn out erm toot

cute huh my ambok with his banks

ambok and her two older daughter=)

i think my ambok is the coolest dad ever

even thou he can be naggy and blah blah blah

buts his freaking cool and i love him=)

happy ambok's day ya=))

ouh ouh my block won lyk the cleanest block award how cool

how cool is that ahahha

ok tts freaking random wheee haha

2009-06-21T03:09:00.003+08:00

gosh~
ive been lazy-ing around at home for close to a wk
yeah some things did happen in btwn BUT
those moment when im at hme,
ill just rot with maggot crawling out my nose

ouh!!! and today is ambok's day=)
i love you ambok=D
wheeeeeeeeee~~~

will update soon thou

ouh btw limay misses me hehe aww how sweet

2009-06-13T23:31:00.005+08:00

::pure laughter::

i think bk is super cute to actually really meet our need

we kinda ask the burger to be cut into half and wala~~

cute eh~

thou now im totally sick of fast food

after aap ppr we went tampines

and gosh sashe soo need a tour around singapore

esp the east side haha

ouh ouh and

myron totally notice her hamster lips over our meal at bk

so susi,me and ron was totally ready

to snap a pic of her hamster-ness

thou i didnt manage to get

but tt pic of sashe and yus is totally priceless

super toot~~

hahah

now intrducing double chins~~

haha ok tts so an unglam pic,

but what matters is the ppl in it

super all googoo gahhhh ppl -hahah

wen marina sq after mic ppr

to catch a movie BUT boo me

i had to go off to meet my emak

so yeah had lunch,crap, laugh and went off

if you notice-

fir and yus was totally horny with each other

reubban presli

myron forearm:-pornstar

his arm is lyk a white board

where we can vandalise with just the sharp edge of any card

gosh monfort you really have a cool arm eh brother~~

2009-06-02T02:12:00.013+08:00

::assignment satisfaction::

after our hard work in cits ytd

we we totally slaking during lesson today

cause we've done all tt was needed~~

woohoo to us

we deserve a pat on our shoulder=))

after sch while waiting for myron and nasir

we kinda camwhore~~~

and it got me laugh till it hurts

reubban totally trying to smile

and not make show the reubban act cool smile

hahah

yusrin the slut

with sashe the bimbo..muahahah

~ gay in process~

it practically make us laugh our lungs out

even yusrin got scared

look at his face man~hahahhbtw lana looks freaking cute in helmet

haha picture of the day

conjoint twin, susila and reubban

with their physcotic doctor yusrin

and not forgetting myron inappropiate finger

okay i totally love monday~
where sashe,reubban,yusrin,susila,nasir and myron
will all go home together
and laugh till abdoment hurts lyk menses cramp
hahhaha

2009-05-31T21:25:00.017+08:00

::CITS::

grp mate-checked
ideas-checked

food-checked

pprs-checked

lappy-missing

place-missing

stress reubban-checked

high sashe-checked

ppl going bonkers-checked

nth seems to go well

boo to us~~

so donut factory here we come

after sitting and doing our cits w/s in mac
we kinda reward ourselve with donut just b4 our visit to bugis st

sashe kinda jealous that we are still eating our donut

whereas hers~all in her tummy b4 we even start eating

first trip out tgt turns out

erm fun???

thou we had a hard time finding a place to do our cits

thanks to me who came out with the idea of going national library-boo to me

but hey~at least we went erm bugis st and city hall after that=)

2009-05-30T02:06:00.004+08:00

::tt time::

that day with ppl i grew up with

last time i met them was lyk a freaking long time

'dah besar dah dier'-kakak teha kept saying to me

'asal ina dah tinggi'-kakak ulin unhappy bout it

'pls pls pls tolong tolong' -kakak yana says when she wants something

'shes underage,shes not 18 yet' -abang iman announced

'hahhahahha' -was most of the thing tt 'abang' said

i had fun

2009-05-16T22:36:00.004+08:00

::grief::

gosh~everythings not going right
im so remorse and i dont love this
its so hard, its so stressing me
one after another gosh help me

honestly death is not a way out
and is only the start, problem is lyk hard
i know theres no point to grief over it
but haiz~~

my kakak is lyk super stress now
shes lyk in the worst situation now
gosh help why is everything not right
oh god help, pls help her

2009-05-05T23:02:00.005+08:00

::drug addict::

gosh first thing jun long saw me

his respond ' ur face look thinner'

i was lyk think, ok? is tt a compliment or wat~~

and he continued 'lyk a drug addict'

im lyk gosh~~

ok mayb yes~~

im kinda taking diff kinds of drug lately

and duh all prescribed by doctors

and my boohoohoo condition isnt really improving

and my face was covered by humps of weirdness~~

to add on with tt sch have been a rough ride

though im pretending everythings ok

so the best way to get better is to meet up with gf~~

wooo~~~she kinda commit sin just to meet me

gosh i feel guilty bt its nice catching up tgt

eventhough meeting up with jl was super coincidental

i looove my gf~~
tt means both girlfren and guyfren=))

2009-05-01T23:28:00.005+08:00

::swineflu??::

gosh~~~i cant belief i had to wear tt~~

was down with fever and had to use a mask in the clinic

just coz of swine flu out break

and gosh theres alot of ppl in there

ok maybe not tt much ~~

i was lucky enough not to just die half way waiting

and worst i was patheticly damn alone

with my head spinning round and round

emak had to rush to work after sending me to clinic

so im all by myself

it got me thinking ..hmmm

if i was down with swine flu does tt mean tt im un-halal

since swne flu is from pork

thou i dont go pork bt its by air borne

and anyone can get it~~get it?

gosh so for those halal ppl hu dun eat pork~~

will they eventually be unhalal if they we to be down with swine flu

due to the air borne??

a day pass and my fevers much better

but my throat ~~gosh worst

gah~~~how to sing to my beautiful fren

BOO to me

2009-04-25T16:12:00.004+08:00

::plain crap::

girlfriend~~~

its been awhile since we last hang out tgt

sch started and not much time to spare either

gosh~i miss those plain old crapping and rotting tgt

hahah

ps;my fren said ur quite pretty hahahha

gosh i cant believe im flattering you

2009-04-22T20:02:00.006+08:00

::biology virgin::

gosh~~
i didnt realise im entering biology world
i mean i like science but a total new thing
its kinda hard to grab it and understand it
i hate being confuse and not knowing what lecturers are talking about

gram+ gram - prokaryotic cells human structure

i swear all of this are freaking alien to me
although some might see it as like freaking basic
argh~~~im totally raw in it
im trying to cook myself in it and absorb all the juices in
hopefully by the end of this week i basically know the basic
and by the end of this semester ill be all tender and juicy wif all bio-tic terms

sch still rawks thou abit of erm here and erm there
bt hey ~~work with it

ok i so need to get back to bio-tism now~~~
gee

2009-04-20T22:26:00.003+08:00

::my first::

woohoo~~~~
im loving my first day of sch~~~
the lecturer were erm cute~~~
im never lost, and the best parts is....
my classmates are awesome!!!!wooo~~

i was totally expecting myself to be lost and erm be all kuku
bt its freaking awesome ...scream~~~~~~~~

im loving it
and hope ill continue loving it=D

2009-04-09T21:50:00.004+08:00

::options::

some time in life u will get confused

i guess i was stuck there for a moment

maybe afew moments

one of it

hmm deciding on the right place to settle down temporarily

before starting another phase of life

i wld lyk to wreck up the past

where i got posted to this sch

honestly its not tt bad as ive heard

great new ppl, exciting long journey to sch,

call me crazy bt i love travelling long dist,

and waking up super early just to get there,

nice cca option, from sports to langugue,

nice facilities??maybe i wasnt there too long to realise it

great option for Alvl cert and diploma cert...gd huh

i guess im not into A lvl

and some ppl really did made my decision much easier

some ppl there are awesome tt made my boring orientation abit more..breathable??

although i dont even know some of them

maybe i need to get far away from my usual??

and erm rawr to some unknown place away from my comfort

i hope i get through *cross finger*

2009-04-06T23:08:00.003+08:00

::coffeemate::

argh damn i dont want to admit this
bt i think im really missing my coffee mate
coffee?starbucks?~~~
just an excuse to talk bout anything under the sun or maybe moon??
coz its usually late erm after 8 or 9,all the way till who knows
pouring out what u feel,seeking advise or just plain talk
extra large tee and shorts along with ur worst look ever
apart from all ur differances to meet and talk...raw

those time wen im yearning for coffee is those time when i need someone to hear me out
arghh and its not easy to just go out with anyone
i mean its kinda more to personal thoughts

haiz i guess its not gonna be tt soon till i'll have my next coffee time

2009-04-02T01:03:00.003+08:00

::surrender::
.
whats the problem baby?
whats really the problem hmmmm ...
i dont know?
.
i think of it everytime
i kept thinking bout it
infact,i cant stop thinking bout it
.
damn i cant ignore~~~
i guess i'll just surrender

2009-03-31T00:12:00.008+08:00

::namanya::

ryan, ryean, rayan, rian,

ray-ann, rui an, rayen

gosh i love tt name~~~

pronounced in eng as ray-en...

in malay itd be reee/riii-an

its super cool~~~ tt im so gonna name my first child tt

woooooo~~~~~

if its a girl. she'll be call

ryean luna bte mr charming

hahah luna sooo cool~~~

it means moon in erm i dunno wat langugue

luna frm erm stella luna the cartoon,

was decades ago wen i was in erm k2

made me love the luna brand colour pencil

damn i love it man hahah

anyway

for a boy its gonna be ryan harashio bin mr handsome

hahahhah

but gf says harashio is too japanese~~NO WAY

actually i soo love this guy from csi miami

called haratio~~he's soooo cool

bt it wld be too english and being a malay

ppl might pronounce it as ha-ra-tea-oo

instead of ha-ra-shhhhhh-ooooooo

damn~~

i think i need think of another name gah~~

maybe a bugis name??or an indonesian name??

den again ryan by itself wld be nice

anyway it wld be erm

at least another 10 more yr till i am eligible to get married

after im done wif poly and work and maybe abit more studies

and getting my license and my very own erm mean on the rd

&& not forgetting my trip somewhere arnd the world wif my gf

haha until den i can only admire tt name ryean or ryan or rayan..

ok u get it

speechless

2009-03-29T04:58:00.006+08:00

::speechless::

am i wrong?

must all those shit be thrown to me
i noe who i am,no one need to tell me tt

gah~~~
im just very disturb and appalled
maybe ignorance is really bliss

she flew off
gonna miss her

my love

2009-03-10T20:36:00.004+08:00

::my love::

my baby kurbit is so loved

life can be hard at time

but wat ive realised, its not tt hard to grow up

everyone make mistakes

thats what makes us ordinary ppl

everyones not perfect

everyone have their weak point

i think its ok to fail

as long as u learn from it

its ok to be evil

as long as u get gd out of it

its ok to hold grudges

as long as it makes u realise who you are

its ok to be angry and mad

as long as you love those arnd you who do appreciates you

its ok to be a sinner

as long as you know what you did wrong

its ok to be ugly

as long as u are beautiful as u are

its ok to be jealous

at least you have a goal of wat u want to achieve

its ok to be a smoker

as long as u dun hurt others arnd you

and you dun leave behind those who cares for u

its ok to be ignorant

as long as u are just protecting the persons feeling

its ok to a theif

as long as its for a gd course

and you dun ruin someones day

its ok to be shy

as long as u dun lose out on things

its ok to be everything that is bad and not respected

or even hated by others

as long as you are what you are

and you loved yourself for what you are

by then ppl will eventually respect and look up to you

eventhough you are not the greatest person

or role model or even some cool shit in sch

you will eventually be loved

by the little things you do in ur life

and those little mistake

healthy fats

2009-03-04T18:17:00.008+08:00

::healthy fats::

BOO yawLLL~~~

back with ugly hair

boo to me~~~

.poooof~~~

one thing for sure

i cant be bored!!!!!

my hair became the victim to my boredom

sorry hair ~~

i really didnt mean to ugly-fied you

.even this bimbo was freaking shock to see my ugly-fied hair

hahaha

ok honestly i shldnt be posting tis but

its just too CUTE~~~

hahahah sorry babe=S

.went swimming with gf the other day

she kinda teach a sinking ball how to float and swim

hee~~~

and yay~~i manage to swim i think

ok at least i noe how to float hahaha

.gosh after erm trying to be healthy

we kinda drown ourselves in temptation

american cheesecake siiiiippppppppsss

chocolate brownie woooooooo

heavenly fried chicken wing

purely sinful icecream with healthy fruits haha

& uncountable cups of tea

ok one word to describe...

gosh~~FAT

.ok the whole day was not right its suppose to be a healthy day

BUT~~~~

its ok at least its fun

esp wen the chef erm haahaha

practically threw his used cotton bud into gf's tea

hahahhahahha

delicious arh hahaha

another attempt to stay fit failed

boo to me~~~

i so need to have disciplin

help me shed some weight

or at least make me fit and healthy

puh~lease

foxy fox

2009-02-16T11:31:00.009+08:00

::foxy fox::

im missing alot of ppl from fox

ok first of all to jovin;

im so freaking sorry...didnt manage to visit u the other time

was out with my dad the whole day so was kinda hactic

and i will most definately find another day to visit you ok BIMBO=)

wooo~~

the first ever real job i had

bside the tele marketing job i did last yr

hahha the one tt i practically erm play arnd with

freaking alot of commitment is really needed for a job

especially when im only erm still a student kind of thinking

having fun is more like it rite~~~

hahah

but it was fun working there

i mean, lyk u get to meet alot of ppl

cum costumer and colleague

my colleague are nice ppl=))

yeah!!!

their the one whom make me look forward to working

esp wen i feel down rite tired and dragging myself off bed

gossipping and fooling arnd

having break and talk total rubbish in the storerm

it was fun~~~

bt of coz there a draggy part in all work

the worst part is, when everyone tt you can clique with

are not in the same shift as you,

omg its lyk a hell of a long day

to add on to tt,fussy customer...

damn my day can be erm pooooof

but yeah its a nice experience overall

celebrating events together lyk christmas and birthdays

but mostly its the ppl whom u work with makes the different

even though my self-esteem wen down

i mean who wont, all of them are so freaking pretty

bimbos~~~ahahha

i still love you bimbos

farah;the first person whom i practically talk to

and shes super niiiiiiceeeeee=))& abit bimbotic hahha

edwin;the ouh so nice erm second in-charge

liyana i mean firdaus;the bitchy bimbo whom i always crap with
jovin;haha total bimbo hahahha

josephine;my going hme mate

lady precious;a very stress women when customers being choosy

micheal;a relax yet funny guy

xian; the ouh so soft spoken girl

jennifer;the very strict manager haha

&& some happy ppl frm paragon who will drp by every night

paragon boy (PG boy);erm i kinda forgot his name but his an easy going guy

but its so unacceptable when he calls me minah just bcoz of wat happen in DC

arghh~~

ouh not forgetting

mink; the all time favourite haha

soo i really had great fun working with you ppl=))
thanks for making my working life happy

friday 13

2009-02-14T01:09:00.015+08:00

::friday 13::

well for a day which was suppose to be erm badluck..

turns out to be great...

went art friend with azraini and bought beads

wheeee its soo bead-sy today

i meant really bead-sy

we made a necklace out ouf colourful happy bead while we're shopping

maybe for azraini would be an unlucky day

which she claims it to be

as she practically was lyk super sway today

ezlink without value when she needs it

while eating at breeks she had some indoor drizzle dripping on her

but hei girl at least u've accomplish somethings

woo woops~~~

met huda half way while shooping at marina sq

and hahah didnt know she's a direction idiot

which i think is really freaking cute

but miraculously she mangae to find her way thru

had our dinner at breeks

and its freaking cool erm being there

i mean the colours is wheeeeee~~RED

but the place was very busy

due to pre valentines thingy

the atmoshere of the place runs off by abit

but the food was nice but not tt wow as azraini describe

went back shopping but didnt really manage to get wat we want

so went to meet their tp classmate at esplanade

and woah they were in a huge grp...

ouh ouh

on the way home

we kinda drop by at a shop and shop some more

whee its was fun..

i mean two whole day of plain shopping,a gf outing

DUH~~~ its fun

ouh and the guy in the shop,who served us

damn... he asked how old am i

i was lyk thinking 'wat??am i old?'

i was surprise tt he said i look young lyk arnd fifteen yrs old

i was lyk WHATT??!!! hahahhaha

tts the first ~~~~haha i look young

&&& azraini's sooo jealous of it haha

im fifteen~~~

hahahha

anyway the end product of our beads was CUTE~~~

we spend practically the whole day doing it

and im loving the outcome

its soooo colourful and HAPPY~~~

ouh and im so wearing it tmr hahahha

tts cute we have lyk.. 2 similar item now just in two days

i mean.. we didnt even plan anyone of it

anyway the day was great hanging out with my gf
two day straight
i love crapping with you,BIMBO!!!i mean bedebah =))
ouh and btw ur classmate are soo himbotic and bimbotic
hahahha
anyway happy valentines day everyone=))
and im loving my days more and more
esp when im not schling anymore
wheeeeee

ouh jovin i soo hope to spread my love to you tmr,i mean today=))

beautiful grudges

2009-02-13T13:29:00.007+08:00

::beautiful grudges::

woo wooo
geehee
wheeeeeeee
im feeling so high~~~
to start off with i went off with my gf, AZRAINI ,ytd whee whee
and duh ~~~ive withdraw sch
and ya i practically went shopping ytd and it was the cutest shopping trip ever
i mean its happy~~
went into the shop... young hearts
&& DUH~~~we bought bra haha the first ever time i bought with a fren
haha how cool is tt

ouh and happy birthday eric and jurthika=))

secondly i went to crash a tutorial
but at least i have permission to enter b4 even entering hahahha
but i totally regret the whole hr
i mean a losertic tutorial which is freaking erm dooork
and i cant even understand the lecturer accent lyk so erm.. neneh
&& sorry i was soo slpy so watever ur saying im lyk snoring away

thirdly ive officially withdraw from sch
and guess wat i didnt regret a single bit
or am i having any doubts now ..nope no doubts
i guess what ever happened were meant to happen
at least now i wont regret

hahah
and today i practically skip my jogging session with my gf
hahaha coz i overslpt for lyk an hr
im super uper duper sorry
damn now i feel very fat~~which i alrdy am
ill make it up ok??
weds come jogging wif me ok=))
ill call you up and drag you out heeeeeeeeee
sorry again babe

btw thank you for listening to my complains
and tolerating my bitchy bitchy bitchy side=))
ouh and dun make my words and opinion
change ur perspective of a person
and dun worry i was listening to your naggy complains
just dunno wat to rply...too much grudges in me then heee

hari emak

2008-05-11T13:13:00.001+08:00

~emak's day~

mother's day today and i when to bake a cake

with farhah and azraini yesterday

was fun and erm scarey

some bugs in our crumbs had to throw away and rush

and more more thing

and happy birthday to my adik zahirah

shes 9 year old on friday=)

.....

more picture will be upload bout ytd

whee whee~~~

hairy day

2008-04-25T20:01:00.012+08:00

~hairy day~

wooo...its xinyu's day
toni and guys hair show for some graduted student
it was held in the old parliment house but now the art house
honestly the event doesnt suits the place
but hei at least theres nice music and haha wireless too

xinyu bea-u -ti-full day hahha

she had her hair done

doll herself up and cute make-up haha

her hair was dyed and bleached i think

and sprayed and style

gosh taking a picture with her make my virgin hair looks so

ermmm boring gosh

maybe perming my hair again would make it cute hehe

and her modelling was wheee wheee

compared to some others she does have attitude u noe

hmm maybe tts why shes called ah lian hehehe

didnt get much shot

but theres some cutely nice hair on tt night

some very unique and wow

but some is very very normal and boring

i have to comment that some of the student shows are not tt wow
maybe its becoz they didnt get much practise
or maybe their model is inexperience??
but one thing for sure one of the student is far too young
to be a graduated hairstylist...
15 is super uper duper young...its hell young
and omg..i saw this cute guy, he even smile at me
omg omg omg
but he looks gay hahahha
maybe becoz of his make up and green eye shadow haha

was accompanied by my himbo fren=))
and the first thing when he look at me
he must always comment on my looks
haiz...he says i look aunty with my fringe clip up
fine ~~~so i let it down
and he comment something else
'ur skin tone is not even i think u should go tanning'
and im lyk
'HUH!!im super uper tanned now and u expect me go tanning?'
i think his really out of his mind
lyk extremely
.
we when to meet angela and jordan after the show

at the merlion
walk around and chat abit
xinyu was super high...
"im chio today"
super cute la
hahah
.
walk all the way to raffles and ate at lau pa sat
gosh the hokkien mee was super alot alot alot la
i think 3 person can share i plate
haha
.
that night was a happy night with wonderful ppl around=))
and tt was my first time meeting angela and jordan and ryan??
ok fine, for a vi,
just knowing the vdd for the very first time
erm its a bit slow haha
.
sch is taking too much of my time away
so didnt manage to meet everyone tt often

SFA course

2008-04-21T01:23:00.009+08:00

~SFA~

wheee~~

ok firstly my sfa course was fun~~

i went to the course with my dearest kaiting,

and this is really our very first time attending tt course

and im super happy to be a qualified first aider now

WOOOOHOOOOOO

and can join in most of hq events now

basiccally most of the things taught in the course is similar to what we have learn before

bandaging was was, it was like a recap of everything we've learn in cadet life

and kaiting seems to enjoy being bandage haha~~

although my theory wasnt tt wow(since when is my theory ever wow)

but hei i still pass

and the whole class pass the the whole course

the whole experience was fun especially with cute and interesting ppl around

i swear i cant get my eyes off this girl,

she lyk erm...pretty

ok im no lesbian or something but i really lyk to see pretty girls, hee~~

and a teacher from st joseph was superly cute.

a video of her student and herself, doing cpr

we kind of end our course super early so we decided to wait for the others to end their evac gold

so we sat in the lounge and entertain our self with board games...

and woah~~~

i really receive alot of kaiting love on that day

especially in my camera

the other 0908 was having their evac gold, we wanted to join them but hei we cant appear suddenly while their are having lesson.and ouhya congrats to all for passing ur evac gold .we wen to celebrate aprils babies birthday in amk, honestly the place looks illegal haha but it was enjoyable.meeting everyone again since a super duperly long time was a whee wheeee~~~~~~ gosh i never realise how much i miss them

anyway tt day was a happy day~~~

excluding some matter tt can really kill both me and ah cham

gosh i really dont feel lyk going anymore arrrr

limayo's 18

2008-04-07T19:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRD DAY GOH LIMAYo

this tan ku niao fren of mine turn 18 today wheeeee

so old so kuku le~~haha

GOH LI MAY

a sexy female that love birds i mean tortoise

and she even change her name to tan ku niao..hehe

and dont mention how thankfull u are for having me haha

i will try to molest you ok=)

and study hard dun let dvd win us

wheeee

and hope you appreciates our little gift=))

Bacheha-Ye Aseman

2008-03-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

~children of heaven~

an irani movie that touch my heart

its about two siblings and how they really keep a secret about a shoe

just to reduce their parents burdens

i really apprcites this story as it shows me how fortunate i am

getting everything i need,eventhough i might not get everything i want

in my prespective, a child being born in a less fortunate family are fortunate

they not only will really appreciates every little thing on earth

they will also be dependent of themselve

which really encourage others to be strong
gosh zahra the younger sister inspire everyone with her charm

and her brother determines other to work hard

this movies really inspire and move me

seven

2008-03-24T20:33:00.003+08:00

~tujuh~

i honestly dont adore doing this knid of thing but

since tan jun long have been asking me to do this,

even showing his pitiful sad look which i dont buy.

so here goes..

.
.

-Seven things/people that makes you smile

1. rmbring the joke tt just happen a few minutes ago,
even though everyone stoped laughing
2. seeing handsome being super curious upon hearing silver's cries
3. thinking of how i can be close to fox but dont even know how i get it
4. the past
5. kubit handsome and silver
6. being excited over things im suppose to be angry about
7. having ppl smiling at you and so i have to smile back at them

.

-Seven things that will win my heart

1. a chinese who can speak malay omg!!so cute~~~
2. when someone plays the guitar
3. red cute omg-ly cute vespa
4. someone who jokes which he doesnt even realise hes joking
5. pretty ppl hehe ilyk looking at pretty eyes
6. food??haha good food makes me happy
7. seeing pretty cute toddlers and babies im sick i know

.

-Seven things I believe in

1. god
2. hari qiamat
3. karma
4. working hard
5. being truthful
6. i belief tt my dear himbo can nvr be normal hahah
7. money makes the world go round i must admit

.

-Seven things I’m afraid of

1. God
2. my emak crying
3. death
4. being an orphan
5. seeing a father tearing
6. fear for the orphan
7. losing trust

.

-Seven things I do everyday

1. say my prayers
2. i need to eat to be happy hee
3. i got to complain and gossip hee
4. bitching with my gf
5. learning new things
6. saying the word pantat,bimbo,pathetic,retarded,kuku
7. picking up the phone and dialing someone to just talk and gossip ssssssssssipppp

.

-Seven things I want to have right now

1. time
2. correct and healthy way to be fit im kinda gaining
3. erm i wan back my specs??
4. self confident
5. my bimbotic fren tt i dearly missed
6. camping!!
7. just bitching with someone

.

-Seven people I want to do this quiz

1. loh ah chamwhich i doubt he will do
2. keremi
3. DEan .if u were to see this
4. limayo
5. elly pipo
6. shananah wheeee
7. chien cham girlfren hehe if there is one

satu hati

2008-02-12T19:51:00.002+08:00

~satu hati~

gideonmingzhougazaliphoebekellychewlingernestamino

hazimrazishahsheereenstephaniebrianreezalfarhana

RAFFLES

i suddenly miss all those ppl

gosh they made an impact in my life

beautiful ppl i met and bond with=)

wild bore, kayaking, hiking, joking, crying

even emo-ing together

we had loads of fun

enduring every obstacle together

no doubts raffles always produce a beautiful meal

well cooked rice, springy noodle, tender curry chicken

spicy hot anchovies, perfectly baked bead

alway on time and neatly clean after meal

our grp will always be the first grp to prepare our meal

and all perfectly cooked,

even some other grp will come and comsume our leftovers

cant blame them

see whos the cook=))

we met a few time after camp to catch up

enjoy each other company upon meeting

wildbore a very beautiful word for us haha

each time we sees an instructor during camp

we will be saying wildbore to warn each other

especially during the night

our butts even flew off back to our tents

upon hearing the word wildbore

ernest!!!

he reminds me of kayaking

i was his kayaking partner

& i think i really cause him to be in pain

i was helping him by offering food

ok i admit i didnt kayak much

he was lyk the engine of the kayak

woohoo im lucky to have him

suhaila

haha, she ate my saliva during kayaking

and she loves it ahha

sheereen!!!

my dearest gf=))

she was very supportive during the whole camp

i must admit i rely on her alot

and we even confess everything about everyone to each other

before we sleep and haha

we didnt realise everyone could hear clearly to our conversation

sorry if we had offended anyone

pb & steph

2 two bubbly beauties

they brighten up my time in obs

we laughed and joked and it was pure fun

gosh i missed them

cooking together and crapping ALOT

chestnuts drive secondary

haha

cute huh their sch name

i was figuring out the name on their sch shirt

the font was too grafiti so i was squinting at it

upon hearing their sch name i laugh

it was super cute and ok fine im outdated

i just know it that time

also meet others from

ping yi secondary

orchid park secondary

some noeprints we took

super happy hah

reezal:loves to sing jiwang malay songs & his super emo gosh

hafiz:battuta guy who has a cute yet not innocent lil brother,amy

PB;the girl who loves to sing & she sings nicely

steph;a hyper girl who very socialble

suhaila;gosh that pantat haha

this picture was adore by us the moment we took it

everyone was cutely themselve

and of coz theres 2 pb

a super happy picture=)

and ouh ya it was a fasting month

in 2006

i miss all the people i met there

im yearning to meet all of you

semoga berjaya

2008-01-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

~semoga berjaya~

OMG~~~

O LVL results are out

tmr 2PM gosh gosh gosh

the only thing now is to pray and hope for the best

gosh im super scared and nervous and actually not excited at all

im just hoping not to dissapoint myself

insyaAllah~~~

gosh gosh gosh~~~

BEST OF LUCK TO ALL

O lvl student=))

faces passed

2008-01-21T13:01:00.000+08:00

~faces pass~

woah, i nvr can imagine ,i went out to jog.

ok training this week was much better, more ppl attend it. although sometime i just feel like intruding in while they are teaching but i have no right to do that. i really think do better in their teching skill and getting the cadet attention. i once lost hope in them and sometime still so pls so shine and prove me wrong, coz altualli i know they can do it.pls make me love you guys again and make me not give up on every single on of you.

when to campsite and had vi meeting. gosh nvr realise its a long long commitment and burning every one of my saturday. but its always nice when we always end our day in bedok kfc with laughter and joy im super lucky to know all those wonderful ppl. at least i know that every saturday wont be a torture but a fun and wonderful time with all.

when for prayers at al-ansar mosque. it was an old mosque but its very peaceful.its all blue and pretty although the blue is fading and old.i think entering a mosque is the most rewardful feeling. i realise praying in a mosque gives u a very light feeling as if your burden are lift off ur shoulder-maybe its a fact that we are close to god in his own house.ive been going to different mosque which im not even familiar with and i dont feel uneasy although the mosque in bukit timah i went to was abit too quite.

walked to the bus interchange with safa as hanif when home urgently. on the way home i called dean~~ heee, and we went jogging. cute hah. from seng kang to punggol back to sengkang again. ok it was a nice break and i get to talk alot and crap and laugh and woohoo haha. i think he nvr wants to jog with me again coz i talk too much but its not my fault if im quite its a bad thing as tt either means im bored or im thinking too much no no not good at all ahah

ouh is this bad? he said im the only girl he can talk to for very long and always having a topic to talk about.erm and his not the only guy who said that to me. gosh am i too guy-ish that guys said this.i need to change haha but i love myself as i am now~~~
.

anyway an ovearall hactic weekend but still enjoyed=)

handsome

2008-01-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

~handsome~

isnt he pretty

my kakak brought him in around a week ago

his a very tame and big time brat

his named handsome by my kakak

name came about??

i do not know how either

since we brought him in

we've been visiting the vet for 3 days in a row

&& i had to carry him there for the 3 visit

his heavy i must admit.

he was in pain then

and was curling up when his sleeping

he have to wear the elizabethan

coz he keep licking his wound

he had difficulties even walking straight while wearing it

soon he have to start eating medicine

for fast recovery

his wound keep giving out pus

and he needs to undergo surgery

due to infection which might be the cause of a fight

handsome handsome

a very naughthy cat who always poo poo anywhere

&& we had to clean it
but for his an adorable cat with blue eyes

& handsome features

he always gets away with it

just hope that he gets a fast and smooth recovery

tertiary

2008-01-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

~tertiary~

live

presenting my wonderful moment in

sec 4e & 3e

alot of cute and gundu and kukuness in us

and everyone are loved=)

once upon a time,

in punggol sec sch,in 2006

sec 3e were form not knowing one another

trying to adapt to everyone

i started out in this class where i nvr belief i could survive

all of them are new to me

from different class joined as one

known them with their center partings ,geeky specs,

first timer in sch's long pants,

innocent attitude & still so childish

&adorable of coz haha

we started out in geog room

where ms serene wong was our form techer

but we had a change and moved to this room

where everything starts to bloom

with ms jaclyn siow guiding us

we have alot of fun in that classroom
the place where we got in trouble for not doing hw

we got punish for misbehaving

and its the classroom

where warmness and love is being spread
everytime when we are well behaved we get mentos

from our dearest ms siow

we got together well

learn to love one another

and did everything together

this class, i met alot of wonderfull ppl

we even get to decorate the class

and make it like our second home

ps;the notice board pretty hah

& the walls

we sprayed it and make it looks lyk

a pretty flower garden

and we got alot of compliment for our hard work

we got together and did our physics project

noonritashelainezalinah=)

a project that said to be done well

but actually we do not not wth are we suppose to do haha

see that guy, justin

his a very talented person

and guess wat i known him since i was in primary 1

was in the same class in pri 1 &2

cute hah

we reunited back in 2006

and be in the same class in sec 3 &4

those two are my crapping mates

ahah, kahcang and keremi

we really can crap and laugh non stop

and our most ever favourite relief teacher

who i must admit is superb in eng but in teaching

hmmm,let just let the other 4e decide

he slp cutely in our class and we tried to take pictures but fails

what ever it is he is just the cutest Mr chow

a RI student who eats abalone and drive mercedes

living in a private hse, who have achieve alot in life

tts all according to himself haha

i told u when im with them i will be up to no good

but b4 we enter we seek permission form kahcang

haha just incase his doing his business haha

btw boys toilet oh gosh~~

it stinks to the max!!!

guys pls do aim properly

we also involve ourself in kidsread programme

& we enjoyed it

at first it was dreadfull and boring

but upon meeting the kids

they really make us look forward into reading to them

every week

~~~~~~

sec 3 was purely fun and lauhgter

but when it gets to sec 4 we need to buck up

and always get a knock on our head

that O lvl is nearing

SEC 4E

nehh i hate to study~~

but O lvl coming so better concentrate haha

we got together as a grp and do a mind map

every week

those ppl are the one who sat around me in sec 4

and guide me thru when im in need

& as usual we still crap and

have alot of fun

karasi,farhana,keremi,huiwen,zalinah

notice alan on the corner left

still adorable with center parting hehe

but of coz he bloom into have spiky hair wooo

our visit to poly open hse

was ok but abit boring

ms siow not wanting to take picture

its really hard to get her picture

hmm, a wonderful teacher with no picture

shi hong omg ~~

she the all soo hyper girl

who can really be unexplainable sometime

kuku hah

renyi and kian yong

& my all so unmanageble permed hair

class picture after our cip work

woohoo love 4e

4e gradueting picture

one of our last picture together

happy and crappy and adorable hah

a class picture with ms farah our super strict but nice teacher

not forgetting the other teacher

ms serene wong,geog:super kind

mr chong,math:very straight forward

and love to knock ppl head

mr lim &ms khadijah,art:ouh so woohoo

mr zul,malay:gosh alot of things happen but still very fun

mr stephen low,chem:haha super kuku one

ms lee AP,physics;very understanding

and

MS JACYLN SIOW our all time favourite form teacher

we join together as 4e and preform for all the teachers

that have help us throughout our secondary sch yrs

and all of this is nvr successful without 4e and 3e of coz

serenashihongsuhailaseriminyishahnazsyahirahhuiwenarisna

widiahlitingritaqinghuichewlingwendyyulingkarasimeiting

shelainefarhanapetellenlindakamarullcckianyongrenyi

shengweizhoupengalanvincentjustindaryl

3e~~

noon & another 3 china student

wonderful things are always remembered=)

DEan's 15th

2008-01-14T16:48:00.000+08:00

~DEan's 15th~

omg i nvr thought that it will work out

planning all this for him especially at the last minute

haha~was a wow thing

my dearest DEan turns 15 on the 11th of jan

isnt tt wow haha

that big boy

he wasnt that big when i first know him

hmm he gain some

but still the same dean=)

some omg cute stuff

he likes the colour pink

cute hah

his been a great junior

one who listens and obeys

the most enthu one of all

the one who makes u look forward to cca

so just a little something for that

a small cake from all rc members

some i cannot believe cute stuff

he plays soccer

belief that, i couldnt

but he does plays it

hope he really enjoys this small little thing

with his love one that wholud be

his RC mates

his frens

and ME=)...hee

some pathetic cute habit i have

i will call him up randomly

&complain, and he listens haha

some cute stuff

he even told me who he ever had a crush on

cute hah~~

& his blushing coz of overwhelm??

haha

i dunno just hope he appreacites it alot

partly its also to bond the whole RC unit together

some cute cute stuff

he listens to gore music

omg la

some artistic pose

more lyk a kuku one haha

some other cute stuff

dean was punish by indra

and had to shake his body

while showing the loser hand sign

in front of the whole class

& ouhya

his frens are all so hyper

but theres one erm disgusting one

andy i suppose he ate a cake that was already being step on

gosh & all tt for only $3

pathetic tts the word

some goodnessly cute stuff

we once exchange secret

but ive forgotten what secret i told him

haha~~

thank for always listening to my complains

taking my calls when i just need someone to talk to

crapping with me and make me rolling on the floor with laughter

always making me proud in RC

and trusting me

ok i admit i am a pain in the ass sometime

so this little celebration to make it up for some thing

uve done for me=))

ouhya && HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY DEan!!

orientation 08

2008-01-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

~orientation 08~

as seniors we had to come down and help out

eventhough we've graduated and

punggol RC really need to buck up

overnight stay in sch with chien cham & wenjun

while sec 1 having their oreintation camps

we we planning for the future punggol RCY

gosh it was really hard

while planning we need some break

so we try brushing up on our evacuation

and haha it was hilarious

we did alot of mistake

&& both of them look super gay ahah

~~~~~

we went down to HQ to settle some things

and had our dinner outside with maams

get to meet all my bimbos again=))

on th way back it was super gay la

we crap & crap &crap& more crap

ouhya and we hop all the way from mrt station to

erm almost sch area but we need to be smart in our bearing

so we stop and look decent once we entered sch haha

~~~~

@3am we had our supper

tt was outdoor cooking

we had instant noodle

& it was niceeee

lcc had his rebonded noodle flying out of his mouth

haven ur mama told u not to play with ur food?

wenjun omg wheres your table manners??

rc senior really doesnt know how to eat properly hah

tsk tsk tsk

sorry npcc, rc are just unique u see

haha

brian dun be surprise haha

outdoor cooking makes us happy ppl

hee~~=D

we bathe after we ate

and it feels super fresh wooohoo~~

&& of coz pictures are suppose to be taken during camps

happy seniors=))

~~~~

the 2nd day started out bad

they were late as usual

and everything were behind time

but we manage to disiplined them and had our booth up

rc booth

all in full uniform and are suppose to look smart

but some hmmm

but we made them look smart enough for sec 1

as usual little ann always become our first casualty

juniors are sometimes a drag
but they are the one who motivates u to work harder

juniors demonstrating some evac to the sec 1

u guys did a great job and

u guys really improve alot

just dont come the next training and forget all

the sec 1 this yr were so hactic
its abit rush the whole thing but

i think its manageble for my juniors to handle

~~~~

we had a real casualty and she was really omg

but we as rc members need to take responsibility for that

had to take care of her till her parents come

and that is until the whole camp ends

gosh~~

i skip my lunch for her

omg ~i cant believe that la

but hei responsibility is still responsibilty

woah hehe

overall the whole thing was very tiring

especially when you only have an hr of sleeping

and sleeping with azraini was cute

we slept in this strecher lyk bed in np room

which is suppose to be for one person

haha

cute rite hee~~

i end this with a video

whereby wen jun and chien cham try to recap on

evacuation,firemenlift

its super gay

haha=))

QIWEN birthday~~

2008-01-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

~Qiwen's day~

happy birthday best trainee wong qiwen

we had a gathering on the o30108 to celebrate qiwen's birthday

and it was a niiiiccccccccceeeeeeee one=))

it was nice meeting everyone again

we settle down in a random open space again

and had dinner~~

presenting my bimbos and gays

~~~

cresent bimbo~haha

gouying~beat it

zhi qi~ah beng

huiyi~haha a great girl

Guo ying ~aunty

stephen~gay gay gay

jk la

qiwen~gay tooo

hee

hanif~~alpha mother haha

hongzhou~i cannot say much,ltr someone angry hee

yirui & afidah~~~

my cab ride buddy

we endure the talkative taxi driver ~adoi

munch munch(munching)

how adorable haha

bimbo~~~haa

joan!!!

woohoo~~

sylvia~~
'heeeheee' bimbo
shes the 'kanasai' girl haha

two big bimbo
yuhua & safa
omg~~~hahha

joyce~first time in pool buddy hahhaha
~'one more time arh'
serena~the man voice haha

yinqi~ enthu and super blur la

xinyu~my bimbo
i mean ah lian hehe

im surrounded by these guys
haha~~
help?....
just kidding love you guys=)

hei mr postman,chin keng=))hee

~~~~

my vip 0908 mate is like the best

i mean is the best

&& heres where i met bimbos and gays~~~hee

love u beautiful people =))

~~~~~~

sorry sayang for dragging u there

& sorry for being so selfish that day

especially when your unwell

and really really sorry for causing u to have a fever

sorry sorry sorry sorry

last of 2007

2007-12-31T21:03:00.001+08:00

~tamatnya dua.ribu.tujuh~

day out with my gf to end my great wonderful year=)

since we didnt have a christmas dinner lyk we always do

we make it up by having a new yr lunch

when to giant and wanted to see food hehe

but we were rushing for time

so had some photos taken and when off to cp swensen hee~~

were planning to eat lunch at tm wif chris

but she was done wif her lunch so we wen back to cp

but made a stop to giant hee~~

azraini caught trying to vandalise a car

actually i think she was jealous

coz the car was a pretty one haha

some heads are missing but are still remebered

those ppl

ouh so adorable

she feels high whenever shes with me

we took alot alot alot alot of pics wif jurthika's phone

and made a folder of ourselve hee~~

i mean not everyone have this kind of frens

who make folders of themselve for frens to appreciates u see

we act swensens and had a full round tummy

i swear the ice cream there can really make one very very full gosh~~

saw ms lim and we chat

and seems like there alot to catch up

woooo~~

got a call from emak she ask where am i

and she asked for food arhhh~~

she said either bk or kfc

i said kfc cheaper and she straight away changed her mind and wanted bk

argh she wants me to be broke !!

emak i still haven go shopping u know!!

but overall a good break from all the non stop activities=))

alpha

2007-12-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

~VIP~

my very very cute bimbotic~gayish alpha mates~~~

i swear i miss them super alot la

omg~~~i love them alot

and the flag i really think its the best amoungs the group

love alpha

alpha

breking down

2007-12-04T02:40:00.000+08:00

~tertekan~
.
having a heavy burden on you is one thing
not getting to do anything about it is another
ok tell me what can the chairperson do?
to do the proposal i cant really so as im a noob in it
and also most of the things are going to be send to me by ICs
and at the end of it i have to compile it all up
so now im only left with supervising and worrying~~
.
gosh~
to add on to the stress one of the vice v.chair has quit
oh no and im so lost right now.can some kind soul just help me
haiz~ok to say its a good thing being the chairperson
it an advantage to shine-but if u do a slight mistake its gonna be BIG
so the stress is really rolling-its lyk im sitting for another round of Os
.
emailing the sirs everyday and neglecting my frens and work
and talking bout work, i just gotten my first pay cheque
and its less than $500 gosh~~maybe its aceptable coz i only work for 10days
been sleeping late tis few days~hope no eyebag i will look lyk one ugly panda
.
&& he is out for his camp for 5 days
gosh how much more things can be added on
and all this is only the beginning, my camp haven even started
so once his back soon i will be off for my camp
gosh i miss him alot now~~
.
from work to red cross-the two things tt keep me busy during tis holidays
i want to scream my burden off and pls let me fly again
im now just wishing i can take a long break from reality
but wake up zalinah this is the real world~~~
.
and to all my friends thanks for motivating me
and willing wanting to help me out
really appreciates u guys=))

traumatise

2007-12-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

~scream~

today was a total drag~~

sorry my dear friens loh chien cham for dragging u to vip on ur special day

i really am

wore white form top to bottom except our shoe-so it was white white black. and we look abit too weird.it started out me thought i was late BUT i was the early one.i reached but 6.59am a minute earlier hee~~both lcc and wen jun was not there yet.i tot i was late or at the wrong meeting place-it got me worried awhile. wenjun came in a few minutes time BUT lcc didnt it was getting late so i called him and he just woke up!!!GOSH~~but nvrmind its his day today so deep breathe .

thought we were late but meet other white attire ppl so we were relieave.BUT the ll were wearing dress shirt and we were wearing sch teeshirt- how pathetic. reach there and we registered the funny thing is tt we manage to register ourself in . and settled down in time

when i was getting use to the rc training lesson surrounding a sudden shock hit me real HARD. the part where maam and sirs said out the committee~gosh~~~i was appointed as the chairperson?? gosh~~~to run the whole camp with the other committee??are u sure i can achive tt?ok fine i did camps in sch b4 but the proposal i did was rejected so does tt includes?of coz NOT. gosh im so stress and screwed up. &lcc sees in at a retribution on me . ok fine ill accpet the consequences all.

i really hope i can acheive wats expected from the whole commitee.the camp runs smoothly and well and tt thoery Y will still be in tack the whole camp.

thank lcc for going the VIP and sorry bout ur day

wenjun and lcc we go shopping for pap looks for nxt contact session ok~hee~~

haha

some happy stuff

2007-11-27T21:16:00.000+08:00

~'CHALET'~

annual camp and this camp was the most slack in the entire

history of punggol red cross camps

gosh~~

but we had a fun time together especially it being our last

graduated and im worried about the whole unit

there wasnt enough disciplin going around

and i hope they will do better in all area

the camp was mostly attended by senior which werent

suppose to happen but it did

total unit strenght for nxt yr would be horrifying

which i rather not want to know

but i really appreciate all those ppl who attended the camp

the pioneer batch of RC

a certificate and a photoframe made by both

YO and juniors for us graduating students

was a pretty surprise and really didnt expect anything more

thank alot to all my squadmate tt made my time in RC an unforgettable one

tt bitch whom i nvr can stop irritating~haha~~

he made my time in rc a fun one with all the other

kuku ppl in it hahhahahasometime i admit i hate rc

but i just dunno why the warm feeling is always there

when ever im with my rc

they always allow me to hate them

but eventually i come back into loving them

wooo~~i hate them~~argh

all the gossip and being a super thick skin

crapping and laughing

rc room was such a memorable room

it was where all the fight, quarrels,

joy, laughter,confession,truth,feeling has taken place

the whole four yrs in rc was enjoyed

but for VI course i need to think long

can i pls not go~~~

but i dun mind just randomly coming back

honest

but i didnt promise anything~hee~~

haha

punggol acreditation day

2007-11-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

~Prom night~

a night where we celebrate our four yrs of education in secondary school

four yrs end in just a blink

entered the sch all kuku and gundu

leaving it with full of unforgetable memories=))

all dress up all pretty and well groom

appreciating every last moment with everyone together as a level

met up with shuning, widiah and suhaila at the busstop

and went to meet up with shahnaz,chien cham and vincent in the mrt

sorry for making u guys wait

but hei u cant be pretty all the time

boo~~i can see my brain hee~~

a girl whom i spend my 2 yrs with and really appreciates her ALOT

my dearest gf since sec 1 tt i will always rmb

wooo hot~~~

he looks appealing and very smart

tt kahcang

my bitch guyfriend

i cant nvr survive without irritating u

thank for letting me irritate u`hee~~

chien cham seems all kuku telling me wats hes wearing for prom

just the day before prom night

dont worry u look great tt night=))

but i think ill look even better if i had worn my rc boot hehe(jk)

our first course

was ok not a wow thingy but still appreciated

kahwee~gosh with eyes of a greedman

aiming for the food haha

sat at the halal table with my GFs and kahwee haha

and we played with the door gift ppr clip

& make it as a hair clip hehe

tt gf, she one great fren=))

known her since she was still a toot

till now a beautiful lady=))

some decent girl i met

but she influence me to some tsk tsk tsk stuff haha

shelaine a wonderful gf tt had a hard time facing sch life

but she was strong and get over with it

a fren who is every nice to be around with

some ppl tt i met in RC tt will make a great impact on me

amirah shihui msNg

a great gf tt will listen to you

wen jun a guy who such a gentlemen

but sometime can be abit scary hehe

amirah an out spoken girl who is very out going

tt guy; a mocho guy haha

appreciate his patiance especially after what ive been thru with him

he can really tolerate my lazines tt irritated ppl till they burst in frustration

but he kept his calm ;really appreciates it

junming!!!haha my sec 1 & 2 classmate=))

tt guy who sings

& love to scares ppl

ths night was appreciated by me alot

the food was ok the song ,was catchy,the light was hot,

the student were gorgeous,the teachers are loved,the athmosphere were great

and most important of all is tt you are surrounded by all the ppl

that made a great impact in your life

i love everyone of my friend=))

(credit shuning)

at the end of the night

i was drop dead tired with the heels kiiling me

and a mocha frappe just to calm me down

before settling home

deepavali

2007-11-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

~deepavali~

11.11.07

ouhk gosh im soooo lack

ive been wanting to update this but was too busy & keep forgetting

so here goes~~happy deepavali to my indian friends =))

buv had a deepavali celebration in her hse

and like every yr i just had to go

BUT i was suppose to be out with timo

so i had him to tag along~hee~~

mrs danabalan your cooking was appreciated

yearly calebrate deepavali in her hse

sorry this yr hari raya didnt invite any to my hse

we were too cock up with O lvl

where curry and briyani eaten

we just had to take a pic

and outcome was attrocious

hee~~

went to catch a movie the game plan aftermath

azraini wanted to tag but she too wanted to go mrs hafiz hse

gf we go some other day ok :cycling ok=))

ok the movie was great

was hilarious and has a touching ending

&& the best part was tt i spend my day with my love one=))

sorry sayang for asking u to tag with me to my gf hse

& asking u to wear abit formal

u look formal enough for me in ur jeans haha

appreciate every second with you especially when im working now

love u my dear=)

natural scrub

2007-11-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

~facial freak~

13.11.07

went out to survey find prom dress tt day at tt particular location

but to no avail, and my gf was so kuku they took the wrong bus

and gave me a chance to be early and waiting at a very ulu location

'hello! im NOT suppose to be the early one i hate to wait '

since nothing attracted the eyes we ended up in shahnaz's hse

doing FACIAL hehe

fragrants of roses spread equally on our face

contruction under going

honestly it itched and cramp my face

dont understand why are they smiling happily

okay i suppose i had a bad day tt day

was being blessed by a bird gosh~~

i feel so holy

had to wash my hair imediately once reached shahnaz hse

it almost got me to tears

knowing i was blessed by a bird on directly on my head

especially when im not prepared at all

the day was appreciate knowing tt we didnt meet

for quite a while since sch ended

fat fat cat

2007-11-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

~Fat Cat~

omg~~~tts like the fatest cat ive ever seen; she soooo adorable

a fat fat cat tt have a super big and cute body~~BUT a small small tail

how cut can tt be and for her size she named 'baby' and wats the other

cat is den hahahha but it s ok for her coz shes super duper cute

& wen she lying her little feet doesnt touch the floor

she just too cute~~~

the way she manja with you is lyk very forceful

strocking her head on to you~gosh so cute~~~

shes such a brat who wants to be pat and scratch

like any other cat;

she's very curious in every single thing

tts angie another cat she still young

and very small,too tame likes to be scratch too much

i dont like~ heh

she will come to you

&wants you to scratch her

& she will start purr-ing
brat!

heres girl girl(dun ask me why the name)

she has beautiful coat

and she the kind who will jump here and there

go in and out of the hse

a very mischivious one

hmmm like it ~hehe
.

there so many cats in that hse

its like a cat paradise

turn here- a cat, turn there -another cat

woohoo~~~

theres jaguar-another fat cat

max -the king of everyone a fat cat too

-another who loves to be up on the fridge

-another who love to roll about and jump and all a sudden run away

-another just lazying around but not fat

baby is still the best woohoo

the fattest and the laziest

i love fat lazy adorable cats=))

senyuman

2007-11-02T18:17:00.000+08:00

~senyuman~

woohoo~~~

im super duper uper happy lar...

its been long since i chat with him

talk to him ,complain to him

sorry DEan cant find ur pretty face

peter=)) said:DEAN!!!!!!!!!!

MGSPO said: yes?

peter=)) said: can i tell u something

MGSPO said: yep

MGSPO said: feel free

peter=)): i miss u!!!!hahahha

MGSPO said: lol me too haha

peter=)): hahhahaha....

peter=)): serious leh i very long nvr talk to u le

MGSPO said: same here
.

gosh~ seeing him online make me soooooo happy, i mean hes one of my junior i can have fun with and the cutetest part is he shares some of his problem with me.last time i had a proper conversation with him was like 2 month ago or even more.he always do me proud in RC even though he bully me into his ulp things.

next proper coversation would be on the 20/11 where we'll be having camp, and he was delighted to hear im coming hehe he flatter me hee~

MGSPO said:so u comfirm not going for the camp?

peter=)) said:ermmmmmmmm

peter=)) said:im going lar!!!!

peter=)) said:hahha

MGSPO said:yahooo

peter=)):huh?yahoo?crazy!!!!

MGSPO said:yipee lor

peter=)) said:crazy

peter=)) said:hahha..u miss me hahahha

MGSPO said:lol

peter=)) said:u wan me cum rite..hahahha

MGSPO said:fun what haha

ok i admit i was being a thick skin there but he was being adorable there=)) looking forward to the camp which im super going to make a blast out of it~i hope BUT the conversation was disturb by his father tts so cute la

DEan and my other junior feel free to tell me anything if something is disturbing u guy,i will try to be a good counsillor hmmmmm juniors is your happiness in cca

dia-nya

2007-10-27T23:17:00.000+08:00

~teman~

oooooooo...
teman wanitaku semua baik banget sama aku
haha..

everytime i have any juice spilling out from my ouh so full mouth~ssssssip** .ill always want to spill it to my dearest gf=)) .being with her is abit weird, i mean i can nvr stick with a friend for very long. but she, hmmm almost four yrs and i can still share my everything with her althought we dont talk much in sch nor are to be seen with each often, i feel heee~~~ spilling things to her

sometimes just going out and meeting her awhile to just talk is what i need. we can talk and talk and talk about almost about everything. telling my problems, listening to hers, exchanging thoughts and just laughing at each other stupidity its just so fun and woohoo~~

BUT /gosh
she dissapoint me, i expected more~~nyahaha hee
effort ill give errr 5/10 'ok give chance 6.5/10
but looks adoi - 3/10 ???
haha
but attitude ,cute but gentlemen??? NOT

i love my dearest gf=))

wanna go jogging !!

been long since ours last ~~

rasaannya

2007-10-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

~rasaannya~

saat saat yang ku dapat bersuka-ria tertawa and bersenyum lebar.

ku ingin saat begini untuk berpanjangan dan disebar

ku ingin menyanyi dan meluahkan perasaanku ini

sama ada ku berasa takut, risau,suka atau pun keliru

aku ingin melihat warna dunia yang sebenarnya

dan mewarnakan dunia ini dengan lebih indahnya

aku ingin menjadi seekor ikan paus yang besar

yang dapat berenang dengan jauh di dalam lautan yang luas

menghidarkan diriku ini dari dunia yang kasar

dan nafsu nafsu yang tidak di dapat kawal dan buas

aku ini terbang ke angkasar langit

dan bila ku tiba disana ku akan melukis langit

membuka semua yang telah disembunyikan selama ini

dan menyedari semua yang ada di permukaan bumi ini

aku ingin menjadi bulan purnama

yang menerangkan jalan pada waktu malam

aku ingin menjadi seorang bidadari

yang dapat merajai hari

dan juga dapat buatmu berseri

aku ingin berdiam diri

dan melihat dunia yang sebenarnya

hari demi hari

semua pasti berubah dengan sendirinya

hari lebaran

2007-10-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

~hari lebaran~

hari raya woohoo

after 1 month of fasting
and losing some 'excess'

its time to gain and stuff ourself beck again hee

family reunites and catch up with each other

after some time not meeting each other

a wonderful day=))

nenek hse is the important hse to visit during lebaran

and all cousin pakcik makcik will be there=))

& gosh~

im one of the makcik alreadi...

but a young makcik hee

i didnt realise i have uncountable nephews and nieces

who is naughty and adorable

kakak. zailan. saya

cousin bimbo-ing upon meeting hee

; pout lips

selamat lebaran to all =))

and and selamat hari jadi ambok=))

masa ini

2007-09-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

~masa ini~

i've cut my hair and its a total disaster

and my curls are almost about to leave

but some are still left behind

been sleepy this few days

and i doubt its a good sign

but ive finish my art

all of it; but some says its unpretty

and they cant understand what im trying to potray

shacks~

but i did my best

i look depress this few days ;

thats what ppl around me said

but don't worry im perfectly fine

just abit confused

hate myself for not studying

gee~hee

2007-09-14T12:03:00.000+08:00

~gee~

science practical was hard!!!

physics came out about lens and chemistry... i dont even know wat was the chemical x were...cross finger everything will turn out well but practical was fun i was abit clumsy here and there, while warming the solution i think i over warmed it and the chemical flew out from the test tube. zuo peng saw it and he giggling it out.he too had his clumsy moment he pour the chemical into a broken test tube and the chemical just went straight down and onto his ppr haha..kuku...the whole shift 1 and 2 had to be quarantined in the hall as to not allow any answer to leak. had to rot in the hall for about 2 hrs, damn it was boring!

gosh~Olvl cuming very soon...hearts thumping...

but hei look on the bright side at least prelim is over

that fat cat of mine=))

since i know him he put this impression that

he's an arrogant guy but actually his not really,

err okay maybe abit hee...

but he too is a nice person to be with...

a manchester united freak tts for sure,

gosh~he will drool buckets over the jersey haha.

soccer is super important to him even when its

over his health ~must not neglect your health ok

hmmm..he love to sing even when he does not

know the lyrics haha but its adorably cute haha

he practicly sings everyday but he sings horribly

haha, his laughter can be cutely ugly "ehaha"

and he will laugh for almost everything,

which sometime gets him into big trouble

and he wants a HAHA crap which will be his bestests

fren ever as they both shares common thing

he too is a gullible creature

will believe almost every convincing words,

but one thing for sure

he will not be fooled by shahnaz again haha

and not forgetting....

he is a MAMA's boys tts for sure haha

brat!

what ever his kuku point is, he still is a very adorable creature

which never fails to make me laugh even without him trying

thanks for being there for me when im in need

motivating me when im in a down right flat mood

i really appreciates your presence alot

and i will try not to be an irritating gf ~hee

love you lots my staff sergeant sayang

communication

2007-09-06T14:43:00.000+08:00

~sign language~

i learn a new sign language through some show and its not a pleasent one hee. as usual loh ah cham will never fail to irritated me so he was the first person i use it on.but he was totally clueless of the meaning and soon, as usual again he will ask, so i had to tell him cause i was desprate for help on one particular question at that time. when he learn tt new sign language he was so eager to use it back on me but he was unsure on the proper way of using.SO i teach him the sign but with abit of a twist haha.and he end up doing an act cute sign to everyone haha.how cute can that be.

lcc doing his act cute sign language haha

no harm recreating our own sign

ah cham should really use his sign language for a good purpose like flaging the correct bus haha.

went to rivervale mall for lunch with my bitch fren(lcc)my keremi(suhaila)and my kuku rc fren(wenjun). we had to return back to school for maths lesson.so while crossing the road i thought that 136 was coming so i started running and they followed...i slow down halfway thru and lcc continued on running haha..realising it wasnt 136 i stop and stared at ah cham flaging for the bus even when the bus was super near to him haha gosh~i was crutching down and laughing my brains out, wenjun was there looking at ah cham foolish-ness, suhaila stoped way before us. but hei overall it shows whos the most KUKU amoung us four and the result was LOH CHIEN CHAMakaLCCakaAh ChamakaBitch woohoo

gosh~we stayed for math to finish up the ppr and we ended an hour 45mins later than stated.how hardworking hehe. im proud of myself=))and kah wee i will work harder for my math

went hg mall with vincent,suhaila and met timotheus there.they settled their dinner outside.that afternoon was a laughing afternoon for me honest .vincent was super high with a stick he stole from art room and super cute.he wanted to buy hair wax but the second he saw the queue he was lyk WAH and tt attracted alot alot of ppls attention.he's whole face turn red while laughing at his own action.vincent was like communicating with us using stick and his high level of excitement.and kah wee complains to me on how shy and soft spoken timotheus is toward him,and started calling him shy boy,adoi that make me laugh. i love all the peole around me, they nvr fails to make me laugh=))

to kah wee

1) the giant trip, sorry ok my dear guyfren ill make it up to one day=))

2)the express lane,err maybe its close??haha

3)the deodorant, he wasnt cheating you, he was being

considerate choosing for you the one with packaging haha

4)he cheating, NO....he's not a cheater,hes just trying to be helpfull

5)timotheus being shy..err, i think he's shy looking at you haha

6)your doink-ing, i really think u DOINK too much but cute

7)your deodaorant, its with suhaila haha

8) PLS DONT BUY THAT DEODORANT,CAUSE THE SMELL ISNT PLEASENT!!!

in conclusion i conclude that the right way to communicate with others is to use the right tone, language, expression and not to use any other sign language that your not sure of, just to be safe unless you want to end up like chien cham haha

i thank you=))

happy teachers day!!

2007-09-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

~selamat hari guru~

4e did wonderful yesterday and our one whole week hard work paid off.

thinking of the steps in 2 days and practising it in 5 days was a WOW thing.

the whole performance was suppose to be a suprise for our dearest ms jaclyn siow

but she found out about it half way but was glad that she really appreciates it

didnt manage to eat much during the class celebration, we were more to preparing

for the concert.the teachers day cake was pretty a whole 2kg for the whole class

and our teachers.was a relief that everyone was happy about the cake.

i really think this whole teachers day thingy had made 4e bond together closer and

i learn to appreciate the teachers more and understand all the sacrifice they made

for us student.

4e dancers=))

teachers day cake from 4e

a class which no one can ever replace,

the most wonderful class i ever can ask for

two most appreciated teachers in punggol

mr lim kee huat and ms jaclyn siow

mr lim came back and i was jumping in joy upon seeing him

the moment i see him i came running and shouting his name

i had hug him but didnt manage to get a picture with him

justin beatboxing

my pretty girlfriend and my handsome guyfriend

kah wee looks hot in home clothes and our dance attire

were superly outstanding haha

love 4e '07

and we started painting our hands conveying the love for 4e

how much more united can 4e be=))

ms siow

the most caring teacher ever standing beside me

and how lucky 4e is to get her as our form teacher

didnt manage get much photos as my camera went flat half way through

the overall the day was really enjoyed and appreciated. thinking that we

are graduating next year, everyone is just appreciating each other

presence to the fullest. gosh~4e really rawks my sock!!

much love, 4e=))

when to vist timo again after school and today his discharged=))

please get well soon

2007-08-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

~get well soon~

timotheus was admitted to hospital yesterday night, so when with

suhaila to visit him just now in KKH.sorry to rush u my dear girlfriend.

i didnt attend school today,and the worst thing was i had no reason

for that, so people try not to ask me why.

thanks for accompanying gf

his attire is super cute and i think the reason is because he in

KK womens and childrens hospital. that should explain it haha.

its abit too small for him and too kiddy but its the patients

attire and he's the patient haha.at the back theres three bears

with caption 'we are always a good team' cute right haha

err haha..no harm becoming a patient for a few seconds

please do get well soon and take care of your health cause heatlh is

really very important. erm and the gift, its little, hope you appreciates it

cause we really do not what to get for you.its cute though. right? hee...

and dont worry about your hair too much, its cute even though its ugly

haha

be optimistic in life and everything will go fine=))

take good care of yourself and stay strong

love you sayang=))

wise old man

2007-08-24T18:35:00.001+08:00

~Cikgu Lim Kee Huat~

this old wise man here is my inspriration in school.my motivator and my very wonderful art teacher.he was the one who teaches me to be humble and the importance of being humble. we learn to be less complecent and appreciate more.he also teached me the importance of being patient and how much one can acheive by being patient.with his guidance ive achieve a whole lot than i ever imagine.i did a painting that i can say im proud off with him by my side. but i cant get to complete it as his now away from us no more in punggol.why the hell did u resign mr lim??gosh-honestly i think im struggling quite abit here in art now.i need mr lim life talk to motivates me in continuing.i miss this old man alot.thanks for being a great help for the whole of last year and i will do my best for my art and do u proudi hope

the art piece i had done for last year that could not have been completed without mr lim's guidance

thank you very much mr lim kee huat

appreciate all the life talk, the art talk, the nags

and the fun u gave us during every lesson we had with you.

art class will never be as fun without you

mr lim,our motivator and the only person who can tame all of us

ah cham:the only male monkey in class who goes ekh ekh always disagree with mr lim

shahnaz:the bohemian girl with a fickle mind who can turn the class to boowawa

seri:the consistant girl in class who will go all BOOM wen she cuts her hair haha

linda:the all time noise maker in class who makes the class go woohoo

ellen:the girl with a bombasticly fantastic big idea another noise maker who go lalala

and ME:the all time good girl haha

my adorable mr lim=))
.

i know all my artsy mate also do miss him alot alot alot

thank you my sweetheart=))

2007-08-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

~terima kasih kawan perempuanku~

thanks alot all my girlfriend

suhaila, shahnaz, seri, linda and ekin they are such a sweetheart.

i mean they are pretty beautiful creatures, i seriously dont know how to decribes

they had this little surprise which was really sweet even though its little

they had this small little adorable cake prepared while we were at pizzahut just now

they had this all planned out, suhaila was asked to bring me to the toilet and i went

the first time she had it wrong and she ask me to go for another trip to the toilet

the second time, when we return they started singing this birthday song for me with this little cake

gosh~they were super sweet=))

i really didnt realise they were up to this cause maybe i was abit disturb and maybe its abit too early

but i really appreciates it although my face was smash onto the cake

and also spread with cakes cream

and yes we make a hell mess out of pizzahut

thank you very much girlfrens=))

i tried

2007-08-13T19:30:00.000+08:00

~aku coba~

"ku tak selalu begini, terkadang hidup memilukan,

jalan yang ku lalui, untuk sekedar bercerita.

pegang tanganku ini, dan rasakan yang ku derita

apa yang ku berikan,tak pernah jadi kehidupan"

-peterpan

"mampu ku tatap kembali,dunia yang terbenam,

terbitku dari mimpi,

kini saksikan sayapku,agung kan kulindungi,

ini semua pasti nyata"

-peterpan

"tertidur lagi, masih menangis dlm selah waktu,

dan tanganku ini, masih memegang erat kepalaku"

-peterpan

"when you try ur best but you dont succeed,

when you get what you one but not what you need

tears start streaming down your face

when you lose something you cant replace

could it be worse"

-coldplay

i fear, im very afraid now. im afraid that i will let them down again. im afraid to cry, neither can i keep it to myself.i dont want to go thru this again, seeing people around me breakdown.i made a promise to myself not to ever cry again,but can i hold on to that promise? honestly i did tried my best, but i still failed. fail to be a good student, fail to be a daughter that makes my parent proud,even fail to hold on to my own promise. i try to remain strong but sometimes one just cant control. i dont dare to tear in front of my friend cause i dont want them to worry more. but i went all out when im at home alone. gosh-i need a hug, i really tried my best but i didnt succeed.oh god pls help me here.the only reason for me to smile now is my love one,those ppl who are always by my side guiding me through my life, thank you very much. im lucky enough to have known u beautiful creature, you are one of the reason for me to keep smiling and keep my head high.i love all of you alot=))

"lights will guide you home

and ignite your bones

i will try to fix you"

-coldplay

fear

2007-08-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

~fear~

'what are the thing that i am most afraid of and why?'

this is what was given to us for reflection during english lesson. i really put all my thoughts in it. just thinking of this question fears me alot. the thing that fear me the most is seeing my emak tearing. it will definately mean theres something not right. my emak will never cry unless something really really hurt her. she's a very strong women. knowing that theres a time where i made her cry, i was standing before her, looking at her and my tears just could not stop from pouring out and its been long time since i've cried that hard. i felt totally guilty. sorry emak for breaking your trust that faithful day. i learn that trust is really very important especially after what ive been through.

the next thing i fear the most is when my love one is not feeling well. i fear to see my emak or ambok fall sick. i fear they will not get better. to think me and my sibling become orphan. seeing my friends ill makes me worried.i cant survive without their presence. so please do take good care of yourself and dont ever try to leave me.

random

ive accomplished one day of fasting today

ku terbang jauh

2007-07-31T22:34:00.001+08:00

~flew off~
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wow...
some weekend i had with all those pretty people in my life.i had this camping, it was a fun one.although there are some complication and stuff going on but it was still enjoyed. it was a camping we had with the thailand student. suhaila,azraini and me get to sleep together on an air bed, it was small but comfortable. we had beancurd for our supper,how cute is that=))

my trip to jalan kayu selegie beancurd with suhaila

spongebob...CRAP!!! haha

our air bed..hehe, small yet comfortable

we talk we crap and we were dead but not wanting to admit haha, but suhaila is comfirm dead that night. she was jerking her leg almost every minute and everytime she does that azraini and me will go oh yue heng.
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2nd day

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we had our cip on our second day and we collect alot of newspaper and old stuff to be recycled.it was fun knocking every door and asking for recycle items. perspiring for good..wow im such a good citizen hehe

our first newspapers

the collection of recycled items

arisna pushing baby trams

when sec 4 feels too adult, they starts playing with kids toys :
shelaine and vincent caught in action

no way im going to miss the fun

done being a good citizen, we move to being a good tour guide for the thai student. we had them around orchard road,allowing them to buy their leisure stuff. it was a long day, especially with the thai student breaking down in the streets of orchard. they were tearing for more than an hours.argues and complication occurs but we get it over with and when back with some happy and some not so happy people. overall, that day was a very long day.throphy, was still the best amoung all. he was patient and very very obidient and cute.hee.

the third day was a very short one. i went home and get some things done and went out back to send the thai students to their hotel. and after that we visited lihan who was admitted to the hospital again. he must learn to take good care of himself. that day was a dreadful day for susu, i mean suhaila. coz her important items were misplace.hei kawan perempuan sorry if i werent a great help that moment i admit im not really good in comforting people, but i will always be there for you=))

overall the camp was fine not really a great one but i really enjoyed the first night..

'are u dead' -azraini asked when she realised she was talking alone

a few second passed..

'huh? no no not dead yet'- i answered after being dead for like the whole time she was talking and only heard the last part she was talking about

as for suhaila she was the first one to be dead and she remain silent all the way till the next morning with some jerking of her leg(oh yue heng)

some cute stuff

timo had an admirer from thailand,haha...super cute right. she even have a unique name which i better not say .i think her science must be superb especially with her name. she gave him a chocolate which he tried giving it to others but always fails, but eventually yensuan took it . when she walks pass him she give an embarrased kind of smile. and the cutest part was when he was shaking terribly in fear. his right leg was like trembling obviously. but hei dun worry too much lar my dear timo, she's now back in thailand

phisical education

2007-07-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

~PE~

physical education is a lesson that i will always enjoy

a lesson i will always look forward to everyweek

even if it were to be some napfa test or other free game,

it will never fail to make me excited

ive learn alot of mew games and sports during p.e

some sports i learn are like rugby, softball and more

every game always make me perspire alot and allows me enjoy and let myself free

playing a game with your team will need you to shout, jump, scream and just enjoy

i learn to love rugby even though the game is super rough

running and screaming like your being chase by a lion

crashing onto the opponent and slamming yourself to the ground just to win the game

rugby is super fun fun

the last p.e lesson and the p.e lesson i had just now was on soft ball/baseball

gosh~another new game for me

hitting the ball is one task and running to get to the home base is another

with muscle cramp on my leg after camping, its not an easy task to run fast

my group lost and we had to do some dance

kamarul.justin.farhana.shahnaz.zalinah.suhaila.seri.linda was moving our arss from side to side to front to back

& singing my side my side my side my front my back....

the next game, i was in full gear.hehe

& an accident occur , actually two accident occur

the first was alan was runing to the home base and everyone was screaming

& me the gundu die die do not want to lose was like catching the ball

and trying to touch the base

but on the process of that, an unexpected super strong leg came to my forehead

at that point i was totally blur and tears wanting to flow as it really do hurt

but hei its a minor thingy so the game continued, it was funny though

the other accident was was abit sensitive haha,

the soft ball just flew and hit some ehem part

and its super shocking and shelaine was there laughing like orang gila

i really do love pe lesson=))

fox=))

2007-07-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

~fox~
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i just love my fox alot alot alot!!!

and no one else can share him with me (u hear tt suhaila)haha

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yes, fox is a he, hei come on...of course he needs to have a gender rite
firstly he's gender is a male because, as a girl im attracted to male not female haha
and i grew up in a family full of girls, so fox being a male is very reasonable
actualli fox use to be a female at a period of time, a period where my aunty bought me some clips,
so fox is my victim and he was clip everywhere with all hair accessories.

fox really means alot to me, he has been with me since im a little girl
it was given to me by my ambok when i was i think around 4 yrs old
i didnt even remember the time he gave it to me because i was given alot alot of toys when i was young
but fox stayed with me till now & that is what i will always remember
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he when to thailand , perak and KL and maybe afew more places with me before.
and it really had when through alot with me.i also have this weird habit of telling my problem with him.
it sounds weird but it make me feel much better.sometimes it feels better compared to telling a real someone.
& you know what ever you say, no one will say your wrong
so yeah shahnaz u may find me weird but i like it tt way=))
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& to those who are wondering what hapen to his leg
its all the washer machine fault, they eat his leg up.
for the whole thirteen yrs you cant expect me not to wash him right.
so in he goes and poof his parts slowly dissapear.
but not to worry i like fox the way he is now=))
just finding time to poof him in again..hee
.

& yes he sleeps with me every night
but always in the morning he will fly on the other side of the bed..haha
and not everyone is allowed to touch my fox..no no no...

and its really all about fox,

i really love this fox of my

late coming

2007-07-20T17:02:00.000+08:00

~late~
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omg~its been a while since i rushed to school and yes today i was almost late. its totally due to my laziness of not wanting to wake up and my gunduness of wanting to take different bus to school. i have this habbit of waking up only after the third or fourth time the alarm clock rings and that is like 1/2 hr or 40 min later than what i've set. so everyday i will be waking up around 6am even if i set the alarm at 5.25am. and i will only step out from home once the second alarm clock rings, that is at 6.35am, never earlier but always later. thats how my morning goes.

its never a good thing to be late unless your are with someone.

ouhk,

firstly i have to admit i was the late queen before when i was in sec 2 and maybe 3 but sec 4, its abit too pathetic. sec 2 i use to depend on the lighting around the building, once its switch off, im off to school.but hei, they cheated me one day and switch of the light later and i started reaching school late. so the cause of my lateness is not me~hee. still remember what was given to me as punishment for being late:

............................sec2- run around the field 5 rounds

....................................- run around the parade square

............................sec 3- ezlink card was taken, had to go for detention

........................................and run a round the parade square

.....................................- run around the basketball court

............................now-writing an abounding amount of lines stating

......................................that you will not be late

...................................- and also running

but, since when im late nowadays. so that lines writing i was never asked to do, but all the other running and detention, i did it before due to my irresponsibility of disciplining myself to wake up earlier and not be late when im in those sec 2 and 3 days.

of course, being late has its pros and con...

the advantage of being late is cute, especially when your are with someone. you will never know what you will get yourself into. when i was in sec 2, i was late and had to run and after running, we had to go back to class. and the first lesson was dnt and you dont expect me enter the class alone, so me and this girlfriend of my went to the toilet and never come out until that lesson ended.

another time, i was late, and it was this year..haha, i was with another girlfriend of my. i think we took the later bus that cause us to be later by only a tiny winy bit late but a sudden stomach ache from her make us very very late. her face expression was cutely pathetic, cramping her face and holding on to her tummy,so we decided to alight at the busstop near econ and visit the looloo. haha, i was thinking how great my luck was, waiting outside the looloo and thinking that i am alreadi late to school and not abit worried about it, instead im buying 20cent toilet ppr from the machine.

and alot more things happened when im late to school. but now i must not be late especially when im taking a major exam. late coming will make me miss lesson and earn me some morning exercise, hand writing practices and maybe even after school date with the school. so late coming is never the thing for anymore. ive turned over a new leaf and not be late except for today.

oral today was just ok. not a fantastic one.reading was fine but the picture and the conversation was not great. i was talking but not talking much, so, zalinah dun expect alot for oral. & wth i was the first person in my group, it was my first ever time to be the first person especially with my name starting with the letter Z. i had this salome(unsure of her name) teacher who dressed too overly to school and had me staring to her lips, im not to blame, her lip balm/stick was superly glossy. even when shes two table away from me, her lips still shining bright grabbing my attention. oh gosh. but she was nice, better than what i've expected.

ramdom

& omg~ i have pimple on my cheek. to be exact two pimple.

gosh~ the first two pimple that ever appears on my cheek.haha

mimpi yg terbangun

2007-07-14T10:04:00.000+08:00

~rc mates~

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gosh~i never had so much fun with my cadets and squadmate for a very very long time.i almost had forgotten how i ever did enjoy myself with them and yesterday they brought it back to me. we had footdrill..and im like suppose to be one of the person who should know every command and drill.but instead ..hee...ive forgotten..but hei, i manage to still teach you guys rite..=))rc will be contributing one contigeant, pathetic though but still im happy and i know they will make me so so proud...i trust them. Footdrill, was suppose to be a dicipline thingy but instead everyone was laughing just too much, just cant see why every training there will definately be a laughing session.They learned a few new command and to top up with the wonderful training...they did a bersurai, a pretty one...
and i truely, think my commanding has not improved but deproved..gosh~buckup zalinah!!!

we seniors just have nothing to do and so...

poker is what rc senior will do when ever they are very very long in the room.hee

and i won 1 time that is *although i cheated*

but we had fun...

.....................laughing and shouting and giggling

.....................and craping joking and snapping

.....................and singing and dancing and cheating

and ouhyar, ive disscovered the cutest thing ever

dean likes gore music...OMG..haha, how cute can tt be,

he was like banging his head softly when we were listening to

alesana-beautiful in blue and goodbye goodnight

one can never judge a book by its cover..

poker time

and i had fun but it was an utterly scary day also

and yes ,i have ncc phobia

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&& selamat ulang tahun ke 16 ,seri darling=))

nur seriastrini binte rosli,

the cutest PRP(pathetic retarded panda) ever...

shes like so sweet and you'll always have a smile whenever your with her

so sorry cant attend ur 16th party, i'll make up to you by singing peterpan song??

haha...i just love this darling so very much much=))

hatiku riang=))

2007-07-11T21:01:00.001+08:00

~g e m b i r a~
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firstly...
CONGRATULATION DEan and hidayur!!!
you two make your senior so proud of you. i love you two=))
ULP is a big step in rc ...and what the hell~
you two made history in punggol rc, for having two cadet pass at the same time...haha
and for sylvia, dont worry, failure is not the end, continue on giving your best okay dear=))
gosh~ulp is like a torture, where cadets are being trained intensively for 4 days 3 night
organising a camp for themselve, running everything with just guidance from VI
and still after the camp every single one of us enjoyed it.
and in punggol rc, so far theres only 4 passes, thats how tough it is.
dean, dont worry, you dont owe me anything,
although you torture me into doing ulp stuff even when ive already passed my.haha
hidayur, i know i could count on you and you proved that to me, so proud of you=))
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okay enough of this ulp
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secondly
we found this wonderful perfect gift for seri!!!
wow and it has some red in it...gosh~im so jealoused.
but its okay, it worth giving your girlfriend the best=))
*cross finger* and hope she loves it.
thanks to me , suhaila and shahnaz the gift was found,
even after having difficulties finding the place.
and yeah fakhira will be delighted knowing we had this beautiful gift ready.
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im bless to know wonderfull ppl=))

dunia yang terlupa

2007-07-07T22:07:00.001+08:00

~save her~

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knowing that theres still people around who still cares about her.people

wearing green on this particular day,showing their support in conserving

her.to prevent her from being hurt even more.

on this beautiful day was enjoyed with beautiful ppl to survey our future..hee~

but hei, the ppl in sp failed to lure me in their course &all ice cream were finished.

get to filled this tummy of mine wif kfc in plaza singapura & had a great laughed.

the goodie beg we had

we, who tried to survey our future

azraini was suddenly tall

they, in the ladies

some kuku faces =))

pathetic pics they took

earth was created as a beautiful place full of greenary and peace. all the minerals that provides humans with all the resources that they need. ground that are fertile and moist.seas that are blue and pure.rivers that flows clearly down the hill.mountains ever so tall.

with all that are given, in return, humans repay her back with pollutants, desertification and destroy her, ripping her down fast. she warned us human, tsunami , drought, floods, but still humans cant seems to understand.she can just make everyone on her vanish along with just a strong gust of wind, taking everyones life, but she didnt. she tolerates us for too long.soon she would not be able to.

earth is dying, she really is.

hospital

2007-07-04T20:26:00.001+08:00

~hospital~

visited my atuk in de hospital last month.

went pass some gift shop at de lobby.gosh~

the balloons there are so pretty,and reading

the cards there make me smiled.i was

admiring this huge red balloon.& i also

spotted tis very pretty thankyou card.beautiful

things around me makes me happy.it reminds

me ofall the wonderful people around me,&how

fortunate i am to have known them.honestly,

i really wouldnt know what to do without

those beautiful people.

entered the ward.fragrant of the sterilised

room full of drugs and patients .weak and

helpless patient just lying on their bed

waiting for their love ones to visit them.

i fear tt one day, i too might be one of

patient lying helplessly on my own hospital

bed.gosh~how fortunate i am, although im

not always getting items for my comfort use,

but i'm blessed with health and love.

But still!!!

if i were to ever be admitted to a hospital,

visits from people i love and their smile

will definately give me strength.&that

pretty huge red get well soon balloon.i will

definately love it gosh-im being greedy here.

hospital make me realise alot of things that i

never knew i had had.i realise the importants

of health and love one.now, if i were to see

any of my love one unwell or weak, i will try

everyways to give them strength,even getting

down on my knee and prey.just seeing my

emak having a fever fears me alot seeing her

cry will make me breakdown

so people out there,

pls do take care of ur health

&treasure all ur love ones

they only come onces...

once u lose them,

u cant get another.

To all the beautiful people around me;

i always treasure you even though i do get over the top and irritates you